Sometimes, I have to descend from my lofty home, and live upon the ground with the rest. When I look at their world, I see nothing but mirrors and shadows. They live with mere symbols of that which I find so dear. They seem to me to be so lost, so blinded by illusion. I feel empty in their world. Their symbols are empty. Their existence relies on fleeting pleasures and on fleeting experiences. Where is Reality here? Where is the Eternal?
Once in a while, I find someone who I think will be able to join me in my natural altitude. I cling to her, even idolize her, until she herself has become an object lofty and beautiful. However, she joins me in Form only. Then the earthly reality sets in. I discover that she is not able to come with me, and that if I were to be with her that I must descend indefinitely and make my home on the base ground.
And thus, I ascend back to my fortress in the sky--alone.
It is a lonely life with only clouds as companions.
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